My beautiful client came into my office today asking about suffering. She's writing her first book and reflecting on her own patterns to suffer.
I immediately said, "The very act of suffering is a choice."
One of God's greatest promises is the power of co-creation; it's the Agreement that you are always creating consciously/unconsciously what you choose. As energetic beings, instead of creating and destroying ourselves, we transform or change into greater levels of ease or dis-ease (hate) with the power of co-creation in each and every moment.
As I make my experience of perceived "pain" or "fear" right or wrong, I AM now making myself separate from my perfection. What I mean is if I forget I am created perfectly in the eyes of my beholder, I will separate myself by limiting my beingness as either right or wrong with the thoughts, words, & feelings I have on deck. Suffering is a construct of continuous perceived pain. A few conscious conversation linked to pain is "I feel pain again, it's wrong, and I always hurt.".
What if pain is sacred? What if I flipped my scared state of being by choosing something so sacred, it began to reward me with information on how to Love it? Heal it.
What if I exercised the power to make a new choice right in the middle of felt pain?
It's painful living in a state of being always right, never wrong (or vise versa) and spouting off a bunch of lies like "Men are mean and always leave", and "I'm not nurtured!". We all do it, me included.
While with my said client on my massage table today, I opened up a huge knot with a loud "pop" near her left quadratus lumborum (side low back). Immediate pain of her perceived experience was felt, her left hand grabbed the very spot with an audible "Ou, oh!" flying out of her mouth. My heart pounded, feeling fear. My hands left her body for a millisecond during her jump to immediately return.
I stayed. I breathed. I made a new choice for my fear to be okay, then felt my courage return as my coaching began.
As she calmed down she asked, "What is that area of the body related to in consciousness?" I replied, "With this spot in your left lower back it's most likely about receiving support from Life, and for your ability to receive it from men.".
Rotating on to her back to receive both deep abdominal work and coaching, I asked, "So what's your pain about?". She begins to sob like a drunk donkey.
I eventually heard the decree she had been running about receiving support from men and where it all began as a five year old girl getting hit for the first time by her Dad; "I'm not nurtured... Men are mean and always leave." Here I am, a living man, professionally caring for her.
Eventually, tears fell from her face when she began to realize to a much deeper level her chronic pain she had been suffering with was linked to her lack of trust in Life and in men. As she found a new degree to her pain; "My man really loves to nurture me", big Love flowed in, reprogramming her subconscious to feel secure Love for the first time. Her perceived pain vanished. She observed within her "space opening up in the area of the pop" and a "lightness" radiating throughout her core as her face glowed a new pink hue.
Water works began again upon this realization (real eyes seeing)... while I am six inches deep inside her front left hip continuing my bodywork.
The frequency she now creates by the sound of her new decree is God's truth; We are born anew in each and every moment. The antithesis of pain is Intuition and Love. Over and over again we can speak blessings to ourselves instead of things we hate. She began to declare her decree out loud over and over, big L Love healing herself.
6 months prior her pain got so loud it, she came to see me for bodywork, and as we worked (played) together, today we went to a whole new level of healing. As one of the first female colonels in the Army ever, she was used to being controlled by men until she ranked so high she was controlling every man beneath her.
Even though her oldest decrees about Life, Trust, and men provided a successful career, her reality was knotted up in suffering. She made a new choice right in the middle of her pain today.
My work, my beingness, means a great deal to me because I am facilitating structural support for my clients, but most importantly I am creating Ease for them to consciously choose a new way to live by using this self autonomous, self correcting, self generating technology called the Quantum Leap Technique.
The greatest feeling we can ever give ourselves is the conscious use of our co-creative gift. This is our authentic distinctive nature in being.
Life in Ease,
Matthew A Doolin, living man.
No ai wrote this blog, I did.